I’m thinking that deep down, the REASON she tells us “let’s just be friends” is not just because of the weak level of sexual tension, but also because DEEP down in our heart of hearts, we may be feeling that we really don’t even WAN’T this girl! Even though on paper, we think we SHOULD.

I say this because I’ve noticed a pattern for me that has been pretty darn consistent for me. If I encounter a woman who REALLY catches my eye and moves me, I tend to approach with relaxed confidence whereas when I encounter women who I think I SHOULD be attracted to, my approach is weak, even when it’s clear she wants me to approach or get her number.

So I end up getting numbers and don’t call or I do call, but in half-hearted, unenthused fashion. And believe me Jae…at MY age, I’m not looking to get bogged down with mediocre relationships. I’d rather keep my eyes open for the rare gal who truly does catch my eye and moves me, because that’s where I think I’m goin to find my Juliet…

These days, I noticed something very strange about my thoughs.
Although I think it has been so since my birth, I started monitoring my thoughts and realized that I always think about one particular woman, but a different one every day! Or sometimes, they exchange place in that “haunting-kindof-thinkabout-me-because-you-didnt-get-me” type of memory block ^_^.

I have been meeting TONS of women and it has been VERY healthy for my mind considering that i always had that sort of memory loop. Imagine if i had a Oneitis fix with THAT SYNDROME!!! lol

Im not sure what it means… Hmm.. Whatdya think?? ^_^